KENAPE NAN KORANG..?!

hurmm....hary nirh ak nak ctew pasal my fwen yg tgh hangat bercinte...~ hurmm..ak pown tak paam lae ape kne nan dy tuh..? mle2 dy yg asyik rindo2 pas2 skang nirh camnirh plak..?? diorang nak kapel ke ape ke ak x kesah..tpi mslah nyer skang nirh knape pelu dy nak tipo ak..?? okeh finee koe nak clash nan dy clash lae tpi mslah nyer knape ko tipo ak....? bkn kew koe tu 'KWN BAIK' ak..?? koe da aty ak teluke taw...?! ak tak penah tipo koe..! tpi knape koe nak tipo ak ...?! koe ckp at ak len koe ckp at dy len..?? ape kes..?! ha..??!! koe klau tana ak pcah kan rahsie koe ,,koe ckp je ar at ak ,,koe tak caye at ak eh..??! takpew-takpew ak paam ....ak da ckop paam dgn prinsip famili koe skang nirh...! klau dlu maybe lae ak tataw cam nerh famili koe tpi skang nirh ak da taw so takyah lae nak berahsie sgt nan ak....!~ rahsie ak ,ak gitaw koe ,rahsie koe?? ad koe bgi taw at ak..? maybe ad tpi bkn semue...! knape koe wat ak camnirh...? koe kapel nan dy tpi ble ak tnye koe kte koe tak kapel un nan dy..?! ape kes dew..??!! tpi koe kte at ex-bf koe ,koe kapel nan dy ,koe sroh ex koe 2 lpe kan koe lae..?! ape nirh?? tak paam ak..!! koe takot ak pcah kan rahsie eh..?? takde lae weyh..,ak bkn nyer jenis cam2..! cbe lae koe paam skit aty 'KWN BAIK' ko nirh...!!! susah sgt kew nak memahami ak..?? susah sgt kew nak jge aty ak nirh...??! klau koe kte susah, koe tak pikir plak kan betape susah or snang ak bab nak jge aty koe turh..?! tlong lae jgn ar wat at org camnirh jp ag klau ad org laen wat at koe cam2 bru koe taw betape sakit nyer aty nirh..ble dipelaku kan cam2..~!!? sebena nyer kan ak mmg tak sngka perangai koe camnirh..! rahsie org nak taw rahsie dy hampeh...!!! tak bgi taw pow...!!!!! =,='!